Pissed Mode: ON

S: Gang?
N: Yup?
S: Wala lang, musta naman ka? hehe
N: Ok lang, kaw?
S: Ok lang pud. Cge bilar.. Chika beh..
N: nge, wala mn tawon ko ma chika. I've been home lang the whole week.. Unsa tuod name sa imu baby?
S: Marcus. Gang, i hope wala ka na lain na nagvisit na si jen ha.. Imong ex mn gud, gisulong napud niya..

... and that's how I got into PISSED MODE. I am currently, uhm, lemme see.. not really mad but "mahay" on my bestfriend right now. I mean, I have been waiting for her so that we could visit our friend who has just given birth and then to find out from somebody else that she already went ahead. db? but i'm not mad at her.. heck, she's my best bud. My being furious is pointing to someone else -------> my ex. Argh! I didn't even mention his name, and smoke is already coming out of my ears. I know it was all HIS FAULT. There he goes with his "manipulative' attitude again because he knows my friends can never say no to him.. I know my bestfriend has her fault too, because she didn't tell me db.. but i'm more mad at my ex because I can't understand why he has to keep on bugging on my friends!! He knows pa, even before when we were still together that I don't like him getting too close with them. Don't get me wrong, it's not for the "jealousy" thing (believe me) but you know that part from my last post on Advice From Oprah About Men * Always have your own set of friends separate from his. It's nice that he gets along very well with my friends, who doesn't want that db? But for them to be super duper close - please, that's choking me already. I'm not exactly your Miss Congeniality and my higschool barkada is just one of the few friends I have.. With him that connected to them too, it's like I don't have a life anymore apart from his. Tama ba na akong pag explain? hehehe. Btw, do you get my point?! Call me selfish, but my friends are just MY FRIENDS. Like last week when my sinister sister gave birth, I was supposed to visit her at the hospital.. I couldn't go there in the morning because my ex was already there super early to visit her too and I'm sure, Gian woudn't approve of me bumping into my ex there. So, I told her I'll just visit her in the afternoon. As me and Gian were getting ready to leave the house, Sisa texted what time I would be coming because my ex was there again. Is he actually doing it on purpose?!?!?! Argh!!!Ofcoarse! Once again, i was not able to go.. Like duh, Gian wouldn't exactly be thrilled at the idea of the three of us being in one room. The following night my other friend Chyna texted me if I was going to come to our lunch get together the next day.. but ofcoarse, it's our last lunch with Kara, I woudn't miss it for the world! Well, much to my dismay she texted "ah, bacin naa si T" I was like, wwwwhhhhaaatt????? so, I asked her why he was going to be there since Kara's text was like "Janport...." (uhm, that's what we call our barkada, hehehe. ) and you know what was her reply??? "part na baya xa sa Janport" Lo and behold, and he was really there at lunch the next day. Please... it's making me sick already.Gawd.. when will this ever stop?!?!? After seeing him last saturday, I was actually starting to feel sorry and guilty for everything I did to him and I was actually thinking of making friends with him again. but after that incident again, I think that's not going to happen pretty soon. He has a new gf naman kaha, why won't he bug her friends instead and actually let me live a life apart from his na gyud!